Drivel.

 WARNING: DRIVEL AHEAD.

This is totally unrelated to me. I just had the urge to write and this was what came out. I'm not even sure what I was thinking about. Maybe I'll start writing stories next. Short stories. Or maybe I'd start writing fan-fiction.

Probably not though, the idea seems a bit strange, plus I'm way too afraid I'd ruin someone else's carefully-developed characters. 

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I don't even know why it happens. It makes me feel ridiculous and not to mention utterly rejected.

Its like he's doing it just for laughs. For his own amusement.

Maybe its to get back at me for all those things that I did to him. That's always a possibility.

His views on life, however, doesn't support this theory. His current views doesn't. It shouldn't anyway. Maybe he would make an exception though; just this once.

I hope he doesn't. I hope he really does practice what he preaches. I hope he really believes in all that he's been telling me about.

He's only been talking about peace though. Finding peace, inner and outer; doing what is most logical to his way of thinking. Perhaps he figured that getting back at me would grant him inner-peace, so it would be alright; acceptable.

Perhaps it is just my paranoia. Its finally feeling like things are going to be right, something that rarely happens; of course paranoid thoughts about it would increase, feeding my insecurities.

After all, things never go right.

Perhaps I should just give up. It would end all my insecurities and paranoia. It would also end the possibility that I may have had something wonderful.

Well how wonderful can something be, when, while having that "wonderful" thing you are burdened with paranoid and insecure thoughts.

The flaw is obviously my own.

He, however, does nothing to try to rid me of those insecurities, to squash the stray paranoid thoughts like the horrid bugs that they really are.

He just gives me one of those looks that seems to say "what is wrong with you".

Perhaps it wasn't really wonderful to begin with. Perhaps it does deserve to end.

It.

Picture by: Pyrosdoor from Deviantart.com -- Aquarius

Its gender was never classified into a category. It was unknown. Never properly defined nor confined to a label; just like the rest of it.

It has been said that it is absent-minded, even cold at times. Especially towards those it regarded as strangers. Others have claimed it remains emotionally detached; Unbeknownst to them that it is all just a façade, a mask put on before others so as to allow its mind to wander freely. 

It has also been considered intractable and stubborn. Often-times found contradicting itself and is on the unpredictable side. It has been accounted to be erratic in both thoughts and emotions, which has, usually inevitably leads to streaks of brilliance.

Those traits are more often than not, considered as flaws.

There are of course, as is with all things, the good in it; the silver lining.

It has, countless times, been told that it is, if anything, kind-hearted. It has realised itself that it is loyal to those who are loyal to it. Honest to most, especially when it matters.

A few have exclaimed on its extra-ordinary intellect; Its compassion and humane - nature. Originality and inventiveness are the few traits that were first recognised to be possessed by it. To say that it is dependent is also a far cry from the truth.

Alright, enough of this. I was just describing what has been said about the zodiac sign Aquarius, I also haven't written any sort of drivvel in a long while, so obviously I was in need of stretching the drivvel-writing part of my brain hahaha. Obviously what has been written hasn't been based on yours truly.

If it has, there will not be, I assure you, any flaws written down. At all. :D =P 

Yes, I have nothing better to do and I thought I'd leave a reminder, especially to those at home, that my birthday is indeed coming up and yes, I would so love presents [note the plural use of the word present] *before* I head back to university.

Also keep in mind, I *do* love surprises.  

 Picture by: Ninaste from Deviantart.com -- Aquarius - the water bearer.

This is it.

We went to see Michael Jackson: This is it today. It was brilliant. *He* was brilliant! 

Woke up really early today then proceeded to watch the first two Harry Potter movies. While pigging out on chocolates and cookies. :D

I had the house all to myself this morning 'cause my uncle had to go to a meeting and my aunt went to work. Then at around 12 my uncle came to pick me up, had a quick lunch, then went to get my new ID done.

It was the longest wait. The lady that took my photo initially wanted me to take my nose piercing out so I tried, but couldn't. Then I remembered that there was one night where I accidentally pulled my nose piercing till my nose bled [my ring got stuck on my noes stud while I was asleep and it pulled it. My stud ring ended up being all bent on the inside.]

I've no idea how Im going to take the piercing out later.

Anyway so we got the picture done with my nose stud still in place. Its not that noticeable though so it shouldn't be a problem the lady said. Even if it is noticable, I dont know why she thinks it'd be such a big deal.

Anyway after that we went to pick my aunt up then we went and to Theodorama for some chocolates. It was heaven.

After that we went to watch Michael Jackson: This is it.

ZOMGITWASAWESOMEANDHE'SSOCOOLANDAWESOMEANDHOWCANSOMEONEMOVELIKETHATAND SINGLIKETHATAND-FANGIRLY GLEE-

Yes.

I am now re-playing Human Nature by the man himself. Over and over again. -Melts into happygoo-

I'm going back to Penang tomorrow. Need to pack my things tonight then tomorrow my uncle will send me to catch the bus to the Airport.

I'm sleepy. I'm going to go listen to MJ in bed.  

Finally an update. 

Yes I realised its been a while and I did say I wont abandon this.

Obviously I have. I'm just slightly busy lately. Okay, I've been busy for a few months, hence the lack of updates.

But its not because of the other blog I've started, I've just been really busy what with Final exams and everything. 

Well I'm updating now.

I started my holidays, officially, at 5:15 pm on Saturday, 14th of November.

Unfortunately it didn't get off to a good start. I lost my wallet right after I had finished my exam. It was fucking shitty pretty annoying.

Got my ear chewed off by mum as well before she told me everything would be fine. Don't think I can blame her for that 'cause I was panicking too.

Everything did turn out fine though. Called all my banks and cancelled all my ATM cards then made a police report to inform them that my ID was missing. Apparently you can get fined for losing your ID.

Another ridiculousness to add to the Tally I suppose. Yes, I did start a tally.

Today I caught up with Reen at the mall, so that was really fun. We spent a few hours together that went by way too fast if you asked me. There were just so many things to talk about!

I've almost, *almost* forgotten how much fun she is.

I've all these things to update but I'm just too tired at the moment, so I guess I'll get on with them later. I've also got a bunch of photos to edit and post. I'll get on those later as well. I'm going to head off to bed now, too pooped!

Also, if anyone's curious about where my other blog is, just hit me up and I'll be happy to link you to it :D 

Good Night

Flight delayed

I was contemplating on whether I should fill my time doing my assignment or just randomly doing other, obviously, useless things.

The second one won.

I'm at LCCT airport. My flight was suppose to be at 8:20 pm; It was delayed till 8:50.

I thought, fuck alright, fine.

*Then* they said its delayed till 10:50 pm! 

Gah! -radiates hate-  -grits teeth-

Though there's apparently an "On-Time flight guarantee". Apprently I'd be entittled to recieve a RM200 voucher if my flight's been delayed for more than 2 hours.

Huzzah.

Yes, that made my wait a teeny weeny bit bearable. That and the home-made biccies my lovely Cik Lin made. Well the choc chips ones are technically the work of Abg. Farhy so...well anyway, the point is, they're *incredibly* tasty.

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On a different note, I had promised myself to write something about my little sister because it was her birthday and everything. Yea I did actually already write a lil something for her earlier but she thought it offensive that I couldnt even dedicate one whole entry to her.

I quote " Cant you just write one entry only for me? Why do you have to continue talking about other things after writing that entry for me"...or something along those lines, was what she said.

So I thought, alright fine, I'll write her something nice and mushy and gooey...but as of yet, I've not written a single word.

I've been wanting to write it though. Honest. Its just, I seem to procrastinate from doing assignments and stuff and now everything's just piled up and I'm just bogged down with work.

Its the holidays now so I suppose I can finally get on with that entry.

After I finish my assignments and look at some practice exam papers maybe?

Yes, I'm a nerd like that. Bite me.

I watched Nigella express on t.v today. She's so sexy, its just...hahaha.

I've quite forgotten the point of this entry.

Oh I can go on another rant about how incredibly stupid, retarded, fucked up, irresponsible  shocking my landlord is but that'd just ruin my mood and I've no intention of doing that.

I'll wait for another day before going into compelte details how much of a complete and utter cow unbelievable my landlord is.

Alright Im getting slightly bored of ranting about nothing and  my plane's here..so yep

Happy Birthday Little Sister

Happy Birthday Little Sister

I hope you have a good one this year :D

I guess I could write a long and soppy entry about how big you've gotten and everything but...

I'm not mum.

hahaha Just joking -looks at mum and hides behind a couch-

Anyway I really do wish you a happy birthday and hope that you have an awesome one. We'll have to have another party for when I come home later in the month :D

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Away from that, I suppose now that I'm here I might as well post an update on what's been going on.

I was actually thinking of completely abandoning this blog cause I wanted to start another using livejournal.com but I thought I'll just manage both, though I think I wont update livejournal as often as I update this blog [hahaha isn't that saying something]

I actually only made the livejournal blog because I've been reading the writings of some of the people on there and managed to get hooked on a few authors and I thought it'd be much simpler to follow their blog if I made one of my own on there.

I havent been writing much there though.

I can't blame my lack of updates on anything though, well, anything other than my laziness anyway. Oh, I can blame it on the massive pile of assignments my lecturers never seem to stop giving.

Whether I've done those assignments or not is beside the point.

Anyway I might write another update later, need to actually get on with my asignments [not just talk the talk, right, mum.]

Door-knob of a Landlord. Make of that what you will.

I am supopse to be researching [as per usual] for assignments that has suddenly [alright, not-so-suddenly] piled up but screw that [for a few minutes anyway] while I rant and fume at...quite a few things.

Yesterday [19th of August] while I was in my ADR [Alternative Dispute Resolution] class [my lecturer extended the time of the lecture until 1:30pm from 10.30! Quite tiring, not to mention slighlty...well...yes lets not mention it]...

Where was I?

Yes, thats right. Yesterday, while in my ADR class I recieved a call from my housemate...wait

GAH this is what happens when you leave off updating your blog for months! I'll start from the beginning.

After I came back from Europe [which was brilliant by the way, will post up pictures soon...just as soon as assignments and things are done] I went back to start the new semester [which has already started a week before I came back] anyway so for this new semester I have decided to rent a house. Alright, they rejected my application for hostel hence my need to rent a house, happy?

So I rented a house. Its more an apartment really. With 6 other people [random strangers at that point]. Anyway Im sharing a room with 2 other people[ensuite bathroom by the way] and the other two rooms are shared by 4 of my other housemates.

Its fully furnished [so the landlord claims anyway] we've a fridge, a stove, bunk beds shoved to the wall and a study table each. Thats it. Mattresses too but they were so flimsy she might as well not have bothered giving us one each. [I now sleep on the floor, by the way, because the bunk beds are *so* dodgy its....its just pathetic!]

Anyway so yesterday my roomate called me during class, after my third rejection of her calls she texted me saying she needs to talk to me and that its very urgent. On the pretense of going to the loo to escape class I made the call.

Ring.

"Our house was broken into!"

My reaction: Fuck!

Apparently it happened in the morning, in between 9am and 10am.

Items stolen: Two laptops, my housemate's and mine [both quite old and rather cheap if you were to sell it now] and a gold ring [understandable] and a ring that would've cost you literally 20 fuckin cents.

Items that I think a "normal" person MIGHT steal [were a normal person to start stealing anyway]: The t.v and DVD player in the living room [both are small, really easy to carry off];

money! One of my handbags [yes, it has money in it] was on my desk and the thief didnt even bother to check it or touch the bag! Nor was anyone else's handbags etc; touched. One of my housemates had a few months worth of rent placed in her drawers that wasnt locked and the thief didnt even bother to take them.

Now on to the weirdness.

My house door is usually locked and its got one of the prison-y looking grill-things and thats usually locked with an extra padlock [one of those big silver ones, which the cops informed us is actually quite easy to unlock] as well so we thought as far as the front door goes we're pretty good. Obviously I was wrong.

The weirdness: The grill-thing and the door looked like it was opened without struggle. At all. As if someone had a key. Thats very likely since the previous tennants may have made duplicates of our house key.

*BUT*

The doors to our rooms were all broken. As in someone made quick, messy, work of it and it just fell apart on the floor. If someone managed to make duplicates of our house key [assuming its the previous tennants, which I've been told are a suspect because of previous histoy of said tennants with some of the current tennants] why didnt they make duplicates of the keys to the rooms as well? Wouldnt that just be easier?

Another weird thing: our timetables. We all have different classes at different times [one of my housemates is already working] how'd the thief know when no one would be home? or is it just luck that no one was home when the thief struck?

Actually it is pretty lucky of us that no one was home, imagine what may/could have happened...I'd rather not...

Weird thing Number 3: My laptop was hidden [rather well I thought] but the thief seemed to know where to look for my laptop. The theif didnt even bother to go through my laptop bag [which was under the bed, plainly in sight] but went straight to the place where I hid my laptop [judging from the mess the thief made near the area.]

Back to the story? 'Kay

Apparently my housemate came home as usual [she even gave salaam, told you the door gave way without a sign of struggle] until she got to our bedroom door.

It was broken.

She thought [now dont blame her for her logic haha] that one of my other roomate broke down the door knob, perhaps in a hurry [though how she thought my other rather-pettite roomate managed the brute strength required to knock the door handle off was beyond me hahaha] so she ignored said door handle and went in...and noted the mess [in certain parts of the room; the theif went through jewellery boxes as well, all our earrings and stuff were everywhere] and immediately went out of the house, finally [belatedly? hahaha] sensing that something is wrong.

She then immediately went to the police station at Section 11 (the area I live in is split in Sections [like arrondisments in Paris) [I couldnt remember why she didnt go to the police station near our house, which is quite literally right downstairs] anyway she went to the police station who then dropped by our house and dusted for finger-prints and everything.

By now everyone's already home. Save me anyway. The landlord also made the rare appearance though she seemed rather rushed, much to my annoyance. I'll get on to her later, you'll be fuming in anger too. Or at least gasping in shock.

After the cops dusted for fingerprints and everything he said that it migth be hard to find out who did it because the thief was pretty smart, not really, but the thief at least was aware enough not to leave any finger prints behind.

At 6 I finally finished class and by 6:45-ish I was home. The door knobs to ALL our doors were taken off. Apparently because the landlord finally decided it might be a good idea to replace all the dodgy, loose door knobs with new ones.

Fuckin genius to wait until something like this to happen before thinking it wise to change the knobs.

When I got home the landlord appeared [she left for a while to buy padlocks and stuff] when she dropped by again she just told us there'll be someone coming by to fix the door knobs and that she has to go so we should supervise said guy doing the work. Then she left.

And that was it.

Alright, I cant hold off ranting abuot the stupid landlord anymore.

What pissed me off the most about this whole incident is not the loss of my laptop [though that does piss me off terribly, there goes all my things; assignments; previous semesters notes; exam papers; fuck.] but the lack of reaction by our landlord.

Apparently when my housemate called her to tell her the news all she asked about was the fuckin door knobs. "How much would the new door knobs cost?"

Fuck.

Seriously, couldnt you be a bit more concerned about the well-beings of your tennants? or at least PRETEND to be concerned??

She didnt even bother to ask if anyone was hurt or what was lost or ANYTHING. All she was worried about was her door knobs. God.

After our landlord left, the guy "fixing" our door knobs said that he'll be right back, he just needs to run down for something.

Alright.

After an hour or so and he's still not back, we decided to call our landlord again, see what she can do and she goes "oh..hmm...that is quite troublesome isnt it?"

Fuck yes it is ma'am.

"Well, I'll give him a call. You all have classes tomorrow right?"

Until 5

"Well, I'll ask him to come at 6 then."

What are we suppose to do with the door in the meantime ma'am?

"Why dont you just stuff newspapers in the hole where the knob's suppose to be?"

That was that.

She's my housemate's lecturer by the way.

My housemate [the one that lost her laptop as well] was bawling her eyes out. She's almost finished her degree, all her work was in the laptop. YEARS worth of work gone just like that. Her lecturer [uor landlord] didnt even ask her how she's going to cope with the sudden loss of work. Whether she'd have to extend her degree or anything like that.

Anyway.

We spent the night sleeping in the living room because our stupid door cant even close let alone lock!

This morning, as everyone has classes/work for the whole day, we were forced to just leave the house like that, with the unlocked and knob-less door.

Argh!

I was going to post a funny comic strip here just so this entry doesnt seem like one of me whinning. JUST whinning [it is, I know,...but shut up hahaha] but I cant be bothered. So Im just going to post this as it is...